Friday, February 24, 2006
J-ster finally finds the light switchCategories: Life in progress Reentry
Oh dear, its been a rough week. Every morning I get up sometime soon after 9am, having failed to wake up when the alarm rang at a fairly reasonable 8am, and I tell myself off for being lazy. I shower and eat and dither about what I need to do for the rest of the day. I write little lists for what I want to accomplish for the rest of the day, and then try numerous times to summon up the energy to leave the house. Eventually I make it out the house, usually by lunchtime, feeling ashamed about the amount of time ive wasted and unsure about how effective my efforts out in the world will be. I fumble around at Uni, the supermarket, the Markets, the bookshop, the government offices, the post office, constantly uncertain about whether I’m doing the right thing and anxious about the things that I seem to be unable to find and strongly aware that there are things I haven
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T said on 06/02/24 at 04:06 PM.....
Hi sweetie, Sleep is a fantastic tonic. You are just making up for sleep debt and putting more in your account for when you will be busy again with Uni and work. Don’t be discouraged and keep listening to your body. Need to know your phone number… you still on the keitai?
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MissSin said on 06/02/24 at 10:22 PM.....
glad to hear a light has come on, darlin!
starting the day at 12 is fine too - everybody has different clocks…mine’s a 10am start, but i close down about 11….go with the flow, and you’ll be cool.
and yeah, you’re family’s cool too!
hmm..see a pattern there…
sending you positive waves (albeit frigging cold ones…cold crap rainy day here…yuck)









