Monday, January 02, 2006
Well its slipping right through my handsCategories: Alchemy
MJ and Yoshi leave Adelaide today, heading up to join the rest of the Tokyo folk in Queensland, and that marks the end of travelling for me, and the end of Tokyo. All my goodbyes weigh heavily on me suddenly, and its hard to get out of bed. I tried to distract myself from it, but my distraction has lunch plans already, so i guess i have no alternatives but to get up, scrub this house im minding at the moment, smoke too much and think about what im feeling right now, and doing in a more general sense. Cleaning is good for that i find.
Im sad and slow moving at the moment, but its not all that bad by any means. Im getting better at dealing with feeling unsafe all the time, and the task of setting up no longer seems so huge and overwhelming. I got a New Years tarot reading from a good friend who will soon be getting a nickname, and there were good chunky elements of direction, determination, and strength of purpose, as well as a good dose of communication needing attention (mostly for good reasons), generously seasoned with love and strong phallic imagery. I need to be careful of debauch tho, cant be much of that this year.
Well, its nearly lunchtime, better get breakfast started and get cleaning!
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Comments
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T said on 06/01/02 at 06:09 PM.....
Happy Househunting sweetie. Remember that as one door closes another one opens. Transition is never easy but you have so many good things to happen this year that you have much to look forward to. Also that you are doing this transition by choice rather than having it forced on you. Enjoy.
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King said on 06/01/03 at 12:05 AM.....
Well, don’t worry, we’re all here even if you can’t see us. I’ll dedicate the next song to the Jster in Oz. Feel better?
The King -
j-ster said on 06/01/03 at 09:57 AM.....
Definitely! I can hear you from here tho!